LAMBI JUDAAI By RESHMA (VERY SAD SONG)

Why do we run after our temporal desires when we know they are not going to last forever? Human race can't make any difference to this world. We all try to feel we are important people. We like to think world was made for us but we are just raising fallible notions in our minds. We smile and laugh even when the person siting besides us cries frrom the bottom of his heart. We pretend to be indifferent to the evils and miseries of life. No matter what happens we try to remain strong, showing we are so brave and optimistic. We hang out with our "friends" knowing they don't love us as much as we love them. We try to make sacrifices for those who are dear to us but while doing so we are always faced by some despair and reluctance. We like people, get close to them and start wanting them. We like to call it love. We care about those who are close to us but its very hard to decide wether we should care or not. We expect love when we give it and we demand care when we take care of someone. So where does this whole argument lead us?
We just love ourselves. When we love others we trigger an emotional reaction to  get loved by them as well. When we care for others, we actually play our part to get care from them. Thats what we do. All the time we just keep on loving ourselves. Even when we submit ourselves to His grace, we do it to get His love and blessings. Greed is the innermost trait of human beings. Greed is part of our nature and it's not easy to supress it. Martyrs are the grace of humanity. Greed for a never ending life exists in almost every human soul. Blessed are those who kill their inner demons and hand over their lives to the Great Lord. Immortality was never meant for human beings. Nothing related to us will ever be immortal. We all will die and we should live like we are dying...!

whenever i read an incomprehensible philosophy by Kahlil Gibran or Fyodor Dostoevsky or many other great writers, i feel like discussing it with an old friend. I leaf through books only to find dt knowldge doesn't make any sense if u cnt share it with an inquisitive soul....n d hardest part is, even if someone says something simple i look around to discuss it with u! I miss u ....!

Silence has more eloquence than speech but not always. I firmly believe in the notion that actions speak louder than words. If somebady can't undertsand your silence he also can't understand your words. Sometimes i think it's just a fancy talk but yet again some events convinced me that comfortable silence between two people is as good as a long conversation. Silence and words are part of any relationship. We mostly conquer people with our words but the heart conquered by a confounding silence turns into a territory which becomes yours forever. I am carrying this silence within me and i know one day i would break it with some powerful words.
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But I am afraid that instead of melting your heart, my words would turn into ice, freezing the incomprehensible hollowness of our invisible connection!

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Whole universe conspires against us and don't let us forget anything. Today I read these words and in an instant i got to know that it's hard to get over somethings. No matter how hard you try, you just can't forget an incomplete story. We keep on making ourselves strong and remove all those things from our lives who make us remember old times. We like to think, we can get over someone and move on, but is it that simple? If it's true that life doesn't stop because of anyone then why do we stop for a moment when our past haunts us? There is no such thing as completely " forgetting" . Once someone gets in your heart and brain, he becomes a part of it. You can't forget someone completely. Memories keep on hitting us again and again  just like waves, but if they stay for a long time, they become a part of us. You have become a part of me and i just can't cut it off. I have moved on but deep down inside i know that i am still there.........like i said there is no such thing as "forgetting you"!

 

Ishq Mein Tere Kohe Gham
Sar Pe Liya, Jo Ho So Ho,
Aish O Nishate Zindagi,
Chhor Diya, Jo Ho So Ho.
Ishq Mein Tere Kohe Gham.
Aqal Ke Madrase Se Uth,
Ishq Ke Mae-kade Mein Aa,
Jame Fana O Bekhudi,
Ab To Piya, Jo Ho So Ho.
Ishq Mein Tere Kohe Gham.
Hijr Ki Jo Museebatein,
Arz Ki Uske Rouh-barouh,
Naz O Eda Se Muskura,
Kehne Lega, Jo Ho So Ho
Ishq Mein Tere Kohe Gham.
Hasti Ke Is Saraab Mein,
Raat Ke Raat Bass Rahe,
Subhe Adam Huwa Namood,
Paon Utha, Jo Ho So Ho.
Ishq Mein Tere Kohe Gham,
Jame Fana O Bekhudi,
Ab To Piya, Jo Ho So Ho.

Hamlet, To be or not to be - Kenneth Branagh