Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Adaline - "Say Goodbye (I Won't Even)" as heard on "Grey's Anatomy"




You and I together, we play games to get along
Jilted by forever, wide-eyed beauty far gone
But you're not there, and I don't even care
I won't even say goodbye
No, I won't even say goodbye
Oh no
Stepping on each other, you dream I have a different face
Defeated by my cover, different legs stand in my place
But you still stare, and I don't even care

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Demise of an acquaintance!

People "died" all the time.... Parts of them died when they made the wrong kinds of decisions - decisions against life. Sometimes they died bit by bit until finally they were just living corpses walking around. If you were perceptive you could see it in their eyes; the fire had gone out... you always knew when you made a decision against life.... The door clicked and you were safe inside - safe and dead.
- Anne Morrow Lindbergh

I wish you hadn't committed suicide...May Your soul rest in peace..Ameen!

Monday, August 29, 2011



"People always remain the same but time changes, so there is no going back. We can't hold on to two things for a long time. In fact, we need to choose one path and after choosing it, we have to sail on the same sea for many years to come. But sometimes what ever we choose, either way we lose."
NMQ.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Why do we run after our temporal desires when we know they are not going to last forever? Human race can't make any difference to this world. We all try to feel we are important people. We like to think world was made for us but we are just raising fallible notions in our minds. We smile and laugh even when the person siting besides us cries frrom the bottom of his heart. We pretend to be indifferent to the evils and miseries of life. No matter what happens we try to remain strong, showing we are so brave and optimistic. We hang out with our "friends" knowing they don't love us as much as we love them. We try to make sacrifices for those who are dear to us but while doing so we are always faced by some despair and reluctance. We like people, get close to them and start wanting them. We like to call it love. We care about those who are close to us but its very hard to decide wether we should care or not. We expect love when we give it and we demand care when we take care of someone. So where does this whole argument lead us?
We just love ourselves. When we love others we trigger an emotional reaction to  get loved by them as well. When we care for others, we actually play our part to get care from them. Thats what we do. All the time we just keep on loving ourselves. Even when we submit ourselves to His grace, we do it to get His love and blessings. Greed is the innermost trait of human beings. Greed is part of our nature and it's not easy to supress it. Martyrs are the grace of humanity. Greed for a never ending life exists in almost every human soul. Blessed are those who kill their inner demons and hand over their lives to the Great Lord. Immortality was never meant for human beings. Nothing related to us will ever be immortal. We all will die and we should live like we are dying...!